[David Trilling is a 2nd year MIA at SIPA and is currently in Tajikstan working on a documentary about the heroin trade in Central Asia.]

Tajikistan is a paranoid place. The Soviet Union
is still very much alive in many people’s fears and anxieties here. Many people do not like to be photographed, and any dissenting views
are whispered as if rumors can come alive and do their nastiest work.
For this reason, I don't know what to do with the photos and videos I
am accumulating. For now, I hesitate to print any here.
July 5th
Tanya, Tanya and Anya are all in their mid-20s. The live in a little
messy house somewhere in the aimless, dusty suburbs of Dushanbe. We met
out back, under some pretty grape vines, on a charpoi – “four legs “ – a spare divan on which people eat, drink, relax and, in this case, I
can’t help imagine what else. Each woman has sex with about four
partners a day and take heroin as many times. Each coupling
pays for one dose of heroin (roughly 4 dollars). They are abused,
forced to have sex without condoms, beaten and burned with cigarettes,
on the run from the police (who rape them days on end when they are
arbitrarily arrested), and unable to even have a shower in their sad
little home. The only source of running water, when it is on, is a
sickly little sink in the front yard that appears also to serve as a
toilet.
Through
an interpreter, as the three women are Russian speakers and appear to
live in that secluded little world of Russians here in Tajikistan,
removed from the ruling ethnic group and generally without any rights,
I learned about their lives, their habits and their "boredoms," as my
translator kept putting it.
They
seemed to lack any passion all together and discussed such horrors as
the suicide of a husband and the deformity of a baby without apparent
emotion. Indeed, Anya seemed possibly mentally retarded and I wonder if
she is the product of such a lifestyle.